Deterioration. Downfall. Standing still and finding the right direction. grasping the ground for finding the right path. going back to the depth of black and finding yourself, sitting there, lost, waiting for someone to grab your hands and pull you out. eyes. finding the light. darkness. all black. vision. terrified. finding the path through the gleam of light and going back to the place which you have to be or should be. sensation. out of control. turning off your brain, your mind. When your mind’s turned off, your body does whatever it wants. goes back to its instinct; it’s not restrained. like a wild animal. there will be no safety, no peace of mind. just instinct. it will guide you. your senses become real.